Your Black Feathered Angel

Been A While...

2005-07-19T02:46:41Z

Welllll...

It's been a while since I've updated this journal. Heh, it's been awhile since I've updated vixxxenation as well! Everything has been so busy these past few months and when they haven't been, I've just been chilling with my wife looking forward to our amazing future ahead! Even now, like today, I asked Amanda if she could believe we were actually married. Sometimes, was the answer.. because it's just so hard to believe at times... cause you're so unbelievably happy you're afraid that it may be a dream. You're afraid you'll actually think that and bham... you find out it was a dream all along and you wake up in your bed, sad and alone... with nothing but the feeling of emptiness. *sighs* I don't want to ever go through that again. And I won't.

See, around this time last summer, I was going through so many hard periods of my life. My dad had passed away and that in it's own was just so... it's still so hard to deal with. I know there were a lot of times when we just didn't see eye to eye... on a silent level because we'd never talk about it. But my dad was the most amazing man. I'll never forget what he's done for us. Yes, we've all had problems and issues with our parents, but those I can look past and see the man he really was... and I miss him so much. I still break down... and I'm so thankful that Amanda is there to hold me. She's there to comfort me and though she can't really say anything to make the pain go away, she eases it with her love when she let's me cry in her arms. I went through some stages last summer, trying to deal, trying to forget... trying to deny a few things. I started smoking, I was really wanting to smoke pot (which I never did) and I did a few other things I won't mention here. My love life was on the rocks...I was in love with my best friend. We all have our hard times and we all have diffuculties explaining them... that was mine. I'm just thankful I never went back to being who I was when I was 15 and 19. I don't think I could cause myheart was in a really safe place... my mind was off... but my heart was kept captive with my beautiful soulmate.

I have a Dr. appointment on Friday. Second one this month... blah. First time I went to talk about my heart problem. Fucker just tried to put me on some anti-depressent shit... that almost fucking killed me! Seriously. I took a little less then half my dosage and I so wasn't myself... I went into work but I was so out of it. *sighs* I never took them again. I think I'm going to flush them. Now, I'm going because I've been getting mysterious bruises on me. My legs... and now my arm... left arm. It's fading now, but the ones on my legs are still there. I'm just afraid he'll give me hell for not taking those other meds he gave me. I think since I've been on Aspirin, a pretty high dose, my blood's been getting a little too thin. Ah well, I'll get it checked out.

And I must say I'm really hating those 11am-8pm shifts. I hate closing. Closing with Mike isn't bad, but fuck me, I hate it. I'd rather wake up at 7:15am and work those 8am-5pm shifts. Those I can handle because then me and my baby can go home (OUR HOME!! *BIG GRIN*) and have dinner, watch Xena or a movie and just, be a good married couple who has lotsa sex! *grins* Oh, and yes, we do. :P

Tonight, she's making me her famous Chili!! MMMmmmMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmm!!! She's in the kitchen right now as I am sitting on the living room floor in PJ's! I was so excited when I woke up frozen this morning. Fuck me the weather has been a bitch with the humidity, so when I woke up early this morning freezing my ass off, I was more than happy to pull up the covers and snuggle into Amanda warm body, pulling her close to me and feeling her body sink into mine. I love the feel of her skin again me, especially when we're sleeping and GOD...I love you baby! So yes, I'm in some PJ bottoms and a t-shirt!! :D It's 15c out there! I love it!!

Well, I'm thinking of investing into a desktop pc... Amanda and I were looking at some advertisments... so me thinks I may do that. And then I can put Sims on it!!!

Well me thinks I'm going to seriously start babbling here. So, I'm going to go EAT! ME'S HUNGWY!!! MmMmMMmMMMMMMmmmmmMMMM!!!

I LOVE YOU AMANDA!!!! God baby, I'm so in love with you.

ladyofblessedpain (12:53:10 AM): umm Ernestine?
hollynight03 (12:53:19 AM): yes?
ladyofblessedpain (12:53:59 AM): Will you be my girlfriend?
hollynight03 (12:54:28 AM): *kisses softly* Yes, I will
**INSERT GRINS HERE!!***

*kisses softly*

Long Time... Blah.

2005-03-31T19:49:48Z

I feel a babble mood hittin me. I know, I'm posting in dark_author, but meh, still my journal, right? :P You all can check out vixxxenation if you'd like! That's my main one. In case you didn't know...LMAO. My baby just finished my new layout! *grins* I absolutely LOVE it! Thank you gorgeous!

My baby's at work right now. She's got a kickass job and I'm not sure if she'll even agree with me! But I want her job now... so I gotta find me a job like that. Not that I'm that good with computers anyway, or have my Gr. 12! But it's all good, I'm cute... I'll get it, afterall I get things free. :P (I SO DO NOT! Not everything *pouts*)

Thank GOD the snow is melting! I can't wait for warmer weather, not hot weather, just warmer weather. This is perfect weather because I can wear my hoodie out! Well, Amanda's! *grins* God I miss her. *sighs* I can't wait for July to come, and hopefully we can do this sooner than that, but we'll be getting married. We would've last week, but with it being a holiday, and not having two witnesses... we decided to hold off. but this summer, I officially become Ernestine Lewis. *grins* LOVING IT!!

In May, I go for another heart procedure... so yay! I have to remember to take time off though. Because if I don't now, then I'll forget and that'd be bad. LOL! :|

SO yea, going to post this same damn thing in vixxxenation. Hehe!

TRU CALLING TONIGHT!!! YAY!!!!

I LOVE YOU AMANDA!!!!!

C-YA!

dark_author @ 2005-01-16T11:36:00

2005-01-16T18:26:58Z

Okay, so "omg" right? I'm actually updating this journal, rather than vixxxenation but that's because I can't update that one right now. LOL. It's on "Madcow cluster" *shrugs* What.ever. Luckily my had this one... and it still works. LMAO

*sighs* I missed my "Fuck" icon. I'm going to get a black rose tattoo. LOL.I've always wanted a black rose but my mom was all "*gasp* why a black rose? that's... death." Meh, it's fucking cool! I don't know, what do you think, baby?

I've had one CD in my player for the past few weeks, well, since Christmas, LOL. I mean, I switched them around, but this one is played everynight. ~Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson~ Here are a few lyrics, and no, they don't apply to anyone... they're just a few of my favourites. *grins* Well, okay, Hear Me is one, but just scratch out the part "are you listening?" and "can you hear me?" because I really know you can. Just, the rest....fits so well. *smiles* As well as Before You Love, which isn't on this Cd, but on 'Thankful'. And "Gone" and "Since U Been Gone" I played over and over because I love the freakin music! And I can't help but since whenever they play. LOL.

Hear Me

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I’m waiting…
Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I’m hoping my dreams bring
You close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me I’m crying out
I’m ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I’m lost inside this crowd
It’s getting loud
I need you to see
I’m screaming for you to please
Hear me

Can you hear me?

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
With no one to talk to and
No one to hold me
I’m not always strong
Oh I need you here

Are you listening?
I’m restless and wild
I fall but I try
I need someone to understand
(Can you hear me?)
I’m lost in my thoughts
And baby I’ve fought
For all that I’ve got
Can you hear me?

Gone

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there

Your eyes they sparkled
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
You know you did it

I'm gone
To find someone to live for in this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You are wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you

Always ending, always over
Back and forth, up and down, like a roller coaster
I am breaking that habit today
You know you did it

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it babe
Take the hit and walk away
Cause I'm gone

Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get

Since U Been Gone

Here’s the thing, we started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah, since you been gone

Dedicated, you took the time
Wasn’t long till I called you mine
Yeah yeah, since you been gone

An all you’d ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That’s all you’d ever hear me say

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I’m so moving on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you, now I get what I want
Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah, since you been gone

How come I’d never hear you say
I just wanna be with be with you
Guess you never felt that way

You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can’t take it
Again, and again, and again, and AGAIN!!!!!!!

Before Your Love

I wonder how I ever
Made it through a day
How did I settle for a
World in shades of grey
When you go in circles
All the scenery looks the same

And you don’t know why
Then I looked into your eyes
Where the road stretched out
In front of me
And I realized

I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
I never needed anyone
To make me feel alive
But then again
I wasn’t really living
I never lived before your love

I wanted more than
Just an ordinary life
All of my dreams
Seemed like castles in the sky
I stand before you
And my heart is in
Your hands

And I don’t know how
I survived without your kiss
‘Cause you’ve given me
A reason to exist

Chorus

And I don’t know why
Why the sun decides to shine
But you breathed your love into me
Just in time

Chorus

Funny though, I'm not listening to Kelly Clarkson, just an old mixed cd with one of my favourite songs...depressed much? LOL.

Later! Hopefully my other lj will be up by tomorrow.

I love you, Belle.

Friends Only Banner Snagged From lornyloo

2004-05-23T05:31:51Z

Decision...

2004-05-22T16:40:20Z

Well...I've come to the conclusion...well, decision that I'm probably going to make this journal "Friends Only" from now on. So...if you aren't signed in and added to my friends list

...no peeking for you.

But we'll see.

:)

On the midnight dot!

2004-05-21T05:00:22Z

♥ FIVE MORE DAYS!! ♥

Bless Their Souls

2004-05-20T04:39:57Z

May 19th is the date today.

It's been two years since Nicole, Renee, Olive and Bernard passed away. I'll never forget that weekend...never.

We just got back from Calgary and on Mr. Vanderzande gave us a ride home from the school, and on the way he was telling us her heard about a four person death up by Rice Lake.

My mom immediately clasped my hand and said, "My daughter is out there camping with her friends."

See, May long weekend Victoria Day is on Monday, it's a holiday for us...and all the Tourists come here and fish, camp, whatever. And that weekend, my sister decided to go out camping with her best friend, Nicole.

Well...to make a long story short. My mom couldn't get a hold of my sister and she was panicking, then we get a call saying that my sister may have been one of the four. I crumbled to my knees and just lost it. A sigh of relief came when my sister called us...but she was hysterical.

Nicole, along with her mom, Olive, Dad, Bernard and fiance, Renee died in a camper trailer of Carbon Monoxide poisoning. My sister was the one that found them. Imagine finding your best friend... a friend who has ALWAYS been there for you, grew up with you, knew every little detail and made a pact that no matter what, they'd marry into each other's family... and have them gone just like that? Finding them...*sighs*

Bless that family and bless their souls. I truly hope they've moved on and are embracing what is next for them.

My sister went out to Rice Lake, where their ashes were spread. I don't think this will be something she will ever get over...and I truly don't blame her.

Job Update

2004-05-19T21:11:03Z

Just a little update about my job interview. It never happened.

See, I never did mention that the person hiring me was my Aunt Ruby... though she's not my real aunt, I've known her for a long time and she was the one who set me up with an appointment for an interview.

Well, to make a long story short (let's see if I can do that) everything she worked for this past Spring and Winter, her boss told her she was no longing running the marina...after all the hard work she put into it, they took it from her and shoved her into a corner (not literally) so when I went there for my interview and aptitude test, she came back from venting to my uncle Fred (real one lol) and told me that I may not want to work there anymore, since she was putting in her two weeks notice and since technically it was her who was hiring me for that position. So she said she'd call me and let me know, either way (of she was going to stay or leave) and let me know.

Well, she called me back not too long ago, and I go back in for 2:30pm tomorrow. So it looks like she was talked back into staying. Not so nervous anymore. She said she was going to set me up for training...so I'm taking a wild guess and saying that I passed the interview? LOL...I hope so. It's just that damn aptitude test. :|

I just wanted to say that. You can ignore this entry. Of course if you do...and you're reading this, technically you read it anyway. :P

:D Oh, Scarlette! Do you think we can make our downtown trip in the afternoon? I'm sorry about this 2:30pm thingy... forgive me?

Peace Love and Goldfish Crackers :)

Snagged From washizdarkbliss

2004-05-19T02:38:11Z

Hmm...Dunno what I'm doing...LOL

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The Dreaded Phone Call...With A Silver Lining!

2004-05-18T22:15:03Z

I went to the hospital this morning and got my heart monitor put on. ITCHY! Sorry.. I have to deal with this for two days lol.

Um, I just got a call from Canadian Tire...didn't get the job at the marina. :( But that's okay... they still want me to come in tomorrow for an interview and an aptitude test. I'll be applying for "the filler staff" where I'll stock and take numbers and such, the hours are already there... 2:30pm - 11:30pm so basically those are the hours I'd be working. Ahhh now I'm all nervous.

Wish me luck! :)

I'm off to listen to music, maybe write a little and umm... oh yea, try to calm down! LOL. The little heart monitor thingy will record my heart rate... damn... no sex. :| LMAO!

Latio! I'll beio backa latio!<==ejlingo ;)

Dumb Cable Company

2004-05-18T05:15:20Z

Grrr! Damn Norcom Cable. :| I don't know how many times the net was down today. :( Makes me mad! Freaks me out and and and I can't stand it. LOL! Yep, that get's me pissed. :|

Anyway, went to class tonight...late because mom was workin' until 7pm, but that was okay because we were ahead of the class. I was bored. Made three icons. One which Scarlette claimed without hesitation. LOL! It's my favourite...so I may use it as well. Get rid of my "Breathe Intimacy" one for a bit. :)

I'm in pain! My back, head, chest...blah. I have to go for the first of four tests tomorrow morning. A heart monitor for 48hrs which is going to be a pain in the ass. I'm allergic to tape and bandaids and those sticky buttons, so to have them on for 48hrs is going to be...:| I wouldn't be surprised if I woke up after the second night and have the buttons torn off..

I made my SE soundtrack CD... I can't burn half the songs...my burner won't let me, so I just made one with the songs that I could use. :D Pretty proud of my song choices! I'm listening to it now!

Well, I should go... I need to be up EARLY for tests. And pray that connection works better tomorrow. :)

Night!

Snagged from perplexio

2004-05-17T18:56:22Z

Wearing: Jeans, socks, babyblue t-shirt and my white sweater
Hair: Long and dark brown
Jewelry: A footprint silver ring on my right hand, and the "buffy angel" ring (I forget the name :P ) and a gold ring with rubies and diamonds on my left.
Eating: Nothing right now...last thing was dinner yesterday.
Last phone call: Scarlette, asking me to go into town *cries* I have to stay and finish my lessons! *grumbles* this sucks.
In your cd player: I don't own one myself, but in the living room, my brother has a Final Fantasy CD and I have the Freaky Friday soundtrack plus Michelle Branch. On my laptop, Evanescence. :D
Cell phone ring: Don't have one, but it'd have to be "Boom Boom Boom" by The Moffatts, or "Under Your Spell" :D
Desktop picture: Oh but of course it's ELIZA DUSHKU! :D
Last watched on tv: Peoples Court and Judge Mathis
Last website visited: Differnt Colored Pens
Plans for today: Walk, Homework, Computer Class, Email someone then bed.
Last thing bought: Phone Card
Listening to: Missing - Evanescence
Last showered: This morning (bathed)
Went to bed/woke up: 2:??am/10am
Looking forward to: FRIDAY!! :D:D:D and July :D
Worst part of the day: my headache :(
Best part of the day: Reading something good and talking with my friends.
Favorite person of the day: That's like...making me choose :P
Thinking about: Writing more updates, and getting rid of my headache. :|
Current annoyance: myself
Current obsession: Lately, I've been obsessing about what's going wrong in my life, rather than looking forward to all the good things. It's not a good obsession, but since Tru Calling and One Tree Hill are off for the season, there's nothing good! LMAO! Wait.. okay, and Willow/Tara stories! :D

Blah Blah Meh!

2004-05-17T18:19:20Z

I feel so much better now that I have posted the update for Baby, There's Always Tomorrow. :D It's short, but I think I've gotten over the hump and can continue one with very little problems now. :D

I was thinking about making my journal "Friends Only" from now on. Not that everyone reads it anyway LOL. I just want to be cool. :P

Well, not much happened within the past week! Scarlette and I went over to Crystal's Sat, night and watched some TV and talked. It was fun! Crystal gave Scar a haircut and she looks good. ;) Since I won't let Crys touch my hair yet, lol, I let her braid it. :D But since she's almost a certified hair dresser, everything has to be perfect, so she kept undoing the braid...like 10 times when I finally told her to either get it done or stop, because I was falling asleep! :O LMAO! Kay if you re-read that sentence, sounds a little... *grins* Not that it's unusual for my mind to go in that direction :P

Then I got home and all hell broke loose...blah, let's just say if there's anything I can do about it, I won't be living here much longer. :)

Going to go for a bit, it's a beautiful day out, I may take a walk! Go down to the pet store and pick up an application :D seeing as Canadian Tire never called me back. Screw 'em, their loss, I would've been a damn good worker!

Later!

Dream...

2004-05-15T14:27:59Z

Have you ever had a reaccuring dream? A dream that the details are so vivid and sometimes when you dream it over again, a little detail will change, but all around it's still the same dream?

I do. I'm not going to get into what it was all about, but let's just say it was a little... freaky. Not nightmare-ish freaky, but kinda extreme because nothing changes in my dream...except me. *shakes head* People try and tell you that you can't have those reaccuring dreams, well you can. I've had more than one, but this one sticks out clear as day. Yea, I'm 20, so I was waiting for it...and it came.

Did I mention I'm a weird person? Yea, unfortunately my weirdness isn't all that cute at times.

Sorry, this kinda got me all thinky. :P I'm off to help out with the Charity BBQ.

Everyone have a good day!

Night!

2004-05-15T06:41:31Z

Tomorrow, I have a Charity BBQ to help run! Yay! Scarlette is coming with me. :D

So I'm off to bed to get at least six hours of sleep. :)

Night!

Ready For Another Round?

2004-05-14T21:19:57Z

She speaks. Her words will make you swoon. Her voice will give you that high. She’s the only one who can ever make you feel pleasure. She is your one and only bliss. She owns you. She washes over you. You ride her. She guides you. And finally, she releases you.

She is intimacy.

Ready to go again?

Heya!

2004-05-14T01:26:54Z

Okay, I just put up two color bars in the femslash_fics community info. :D One's a Willow and Tara is eternal love and the other is Tara is love. I couldn't find a Willow one, so if know where one is, can you let me know please? :D Thanks!

I finished a couple of lessons today, go me!! (not do me :P ) and then I was able to do whatever. LOL. I thikn in a bit I'm going to work on BTAT and SE.

Later!

Oh...like my new icon? ;)

dark_author @ 2004-05-13T20:07:00

2004-05-14T01:07:52Z

Willow and Tara is eternal love.

CUTE!!!

2004-05-13T06:05:08Z

dark_author @ 2004-05-13T00:55:00

2004-05-13T05:56:18Z

Whitelighters Equal Love

Got this from fallen_angel815

dark_author @ 2004-05-13T00:55:00

2004-05-13T05:55:25Z

Looking for new icons! :D

Survey

2004-05-13T05:15:54Z

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Have you ever....
Climbed a tree?:	Yes
Made out with your best friend?:	LMAO
Danced in the rain?:	Yea
Asked someone out?:	Yes
Ate something really horrible-looking?:	No
Picked your nose and ate it?:	Ew, no
Fallen in love with someone of the same sex?:	Yea
Streaked?:	No
Watched a meteor shower?:	Yea
Masturbated infront of other people?:	Personal Question, but No :P
Fallen in front of a ton of people?:	YEA LMAO! It was soooo fun!
Been in a play?:	Yup :D
Written a really good story?:	I hope so :D
Been published?:	Not yet
Ate a bug?:	Yea...not on purpose
Been in love with someone way older than you?:	Yea
Kissed someone of the same sex?:	Yes
Been to a protest?:	Yup
Gotten high with a bumch of friends?:	Yes...Heh, meh
Smoked in front of your parents?:	Never
Stolen something from a friend?:	Nope
Flirted with a random guy/girl?:	Yea
Played an instrument in a performance?:	Yesh
Skipped school?:	Yeas
Gone "down to the pond" (smoked at school)?:	In Gr. 7
Fingered someone (and shook her father's hand right after)?:	LMAO...No! LMAO
Made out with someone you hate?:	Nope
Written someone a nasty letter?:	No
Cried over someone you loved?:	Yes
Cried over someone you didn't even know?:	No
Gone swimming in your clothes?:	Yep!
Taken a class you knew you'd fail?:	Yesh
Eaten gum that someone else had already chewed (a friend)?:	Yes
Been drunk with your parents?:	Yea LMAO
Danced with a guy/girl you really liked but were afraid to tell them?:	Yes ma'am or sir
Run barefoot through the grass at night with your girl/boyfriend?:	Yes
Eaten something live?:	Ew! Not on purpose! LOL
Kissed a frog?:	I did when I was younger!
Kissed someone who looked like a frog?:	LMAO...Jesse... BLAH, he can't kiss!
Been to summer camp?:	No :(
Had a best friend?:	Lots :D
Wanted to kill someone?:	Never
Seen a dead person?:	:(( :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Wanted to kill me (lizu)?:	Never

Have you ever.... brought to you by BZOINK!

At Computer Class

2004-05-13T01:22:24Z

I'm in class. I finished early so I decided to surf a bit. I'm the only one done... and I read "I Want You To Want Me...heh, it was in my Computer Binder ;) ... Just in case I get bored. :P

We had to do a "Digital Essay", it was pretty neat. I wouldn't mind doing something like that for an exam or practical test. I would upload my Surreal Picture here, but it's too big of a file. LOL!

Anyway, I'm going to go, pack up my bookbag, wait for my mom to finish her assignment (never too old to learn) and then we can get outta here and go home!

See yas!

Riiight, A Princess?!

2004-05-12T21:39:48Z

Which Princess Bride Character are You?
this quiz was made by mysti

Weather Report.. LOL

2004-05-12T20:01:54Z

Wow, what a day yesterday...snow snow snow! Snow snow, go away, please come back next November day! I love snow, really, I do... but for God's sake, it's freakin' May...the middle of may! *growls* Heh, my mom had told me that on my first birthday, there was a snow storm. Or around my first birthday. And on my nan's Anniversary, it snowed and that was in June. Can you imagine swimming and all of a sudden, that next day, sand is turned into snow?! Well that's what it was like yesterday, granted no one was swimming, but still! It was about this time last year, when Filly and Mandy came to visit... and it was this time last year Mandy fell into Rushing River! LMAO... now imagine if it snowed then? Brr, much?

So when we dropped Scarlette off at home, we got stuck in her driveway and some guy had to tow us out with his truck... after that, my mom and I made it home okay. :D The snow was a shock to wake up too (and yes, snow is still deeply on the ground).

Second shock of yesterday was One Tree Hill's season finale! Haley and Nathan eloped!! I like, fell off my bed... I dunno, Shadowed Edge is creeping up right behind that show... I don't wanna get sued. LOL. Damn it, but yea, that shocked me...a lot. Ask Marina. LOL

Got home and I fell asleep, lol, and I woke up at 4:30am to this low rumbling and I peeked one eye open and nothing. So I got up, took some tylenol for my headache and as I was filling my glass with water, flashes of lightening came outside the bathroom window. Holy, my eyes went wide and I heard my mom get out of bed so I was like, "I find it kinda weird that there was a blizzard yesterday and now we're having a freaking thunderstorm?" LOL, she laughed and said it was March weather. Blah, I was scared. LOL. I hate thunderstorms. Especially after watching Tornados and a guy struck by lightening on the news last night. I thought I was dreaming until the loud boom shook the window frame. So I crawled back into bed and buried my head under the pillow and tried to fall back asleep. LOL.

Now, the weather is slushy snow, kinda chilly with freezing rain. Um, enough of my freakin' weather report...LMAO...

I got five emails asking if and when I'll be updating Baby, There's Always Tomorrow... and I don't have an answer. I hate to admit it, but I really need to get back into that story. It's drifted away, but I know I'll bring it back. It's just a matter of time. Cause I miss Hadley too, ya know. :P

I should go, finish my lesson and then get ready for class tonight. Woo...class! :|

Later!